Well, there are a lot of things that I want to talk about. Most of you who know me or happen to see my videos usually know as to what goes on in my mind most of the time.
Now, that I have been on this path for so long with little success, I cannot help but question my decisions every now and then.
I wanted more out of life. I wanted to live an extraordinary life – one that was filled with purpose, excitement and joy. I knew very early on that it would require me to tread on a path that wasn’t usually taken by normal people.
I knew this decision was going to affect me in the long run, and now to the point where in I can’t afford to look back. Maybe, somewhere it did affect my 9-5 career. I was totally focused on developing an alternate source of income through this channel that I didn’t care about the 9-5.
I didn’t want to even think of the fact that I wasn’t going to make it through this. I didn’t care about switching jobs and getting a higher package because I wanted all my energy on this project with no distractions.
There have been times when I have had a lot of self doubts and second guesses. In my instances it was almost like do I work harder in this or do I simply change my ambition and work on growing in the corporate world.
One thing is that, there was a time when I kinda let go of this project just to focus on my 9-5 job and it turned out to be a bad decision. It was then that I realized my own purpose was more important and I had to make this grow.
The goal is simple. I want to work on my passion full time. I want to be financially independent enough that I can take any decision that I want to take. It may seem foolish to a lot of people but it is what makes sense to me.
I was called to take this decision. And ever since, I embarked on this journey I had a different outlook on life.
Now, I have had times where in I wasn’t getting any success and it felt weird that I was putting in so much time and energy on something that wasn’t working out during those times. I still wonder many times if I am doing the right thing or not.
But, the truth is that I was called to do this. I know it sounds cliche but it kinda felt like my soul was calling me out to do this and I did it. So, that is my explanation. I took this decision after thinking really hard on it and I want to see where it takes me. I want to go all the way.
For now, it is about trusting the process and surrendering to it. I believe that something or the other will work out and I will be successful if I don’t quit and keep pushing forward.
Anyway, that was it. Just wanted to share my thoughts on this. Hope you all are doing well. Have fun, take care and bye.